It feels strange and hollow. I never understand why ? But that is how life is. You never know the reasons, all you know are the choices and you have to live with it. I have my share of choices and like any other person (some might not want too) who would want to go back and do them right the second time and feel the same too. But you never get second chances, its only a myth or you should be blessed by the hand of god. I stand at a crucial juncture in my life where desperation engulfs me and frustration controls me. I might sound pessimestic to a lot of people but that is how I am feeling right now.Hoping to see the brightness that is lurking round the corner I begin my journey forward. There is nothing that inspires me anymore, nothing that pushes me to make this journey, nothing that helps me overcome the hurdles. Yet I still undertake this journey, why ? The simple reason is hope. That is one word that strengthens my limbs and rejuvenates the sagging spirit. Hmm and so I begin the fateful journey to seek the elusive and conquer the unknown.