Sailing Away Beyond The Horizon !!!!!

Alas ! the wind has left my side, my will has weakened, my strength diminishing, my steps wavering, my sight hazy ...... and all I can do is stare at what lies beyond the horizon, unconquered and eluding. I am a warrior wandering the bloody way of life, looking for the eternal truth. What is the purpose of this unforseen and impossible journey? What is it that I seek? What is it that pushes me to drag my weakened body?

I was all alone, my mind was blank. I needed time to think, to refresh my thoughts. All my memories go back to one dark night. What I saw that night was real and not just a fantasy. There was an evil face that twisted my mind and brought me despair. I knew time was short and I had to hurry. Fear and pain rushed through my body leaving only a prey in me for the beast. I seem to run from those terrible eyes, which leave none alive in their sight. The very eyes that mesmerized me on that unholy night. Why was I left alive ? Am I being chased ....or am I leading him to the place where I shouldnt lead him ? I understand now, the ritual has begun and I am the sacrifice. To save myself I have taken this impossible journey, to escape the wrath I look beyond the horizon. To find a way out I seek the truth. Yet all I see is a mystery !!!
So this is the Mystery of God !!!